April, 11th 2009

I'm back to the nice place. I feel so amazing. Yeah, in mind I'm thinking about death two of my old friend's father that happens in near time. This tragedy seems remind me that our life also has their own limit. Allah give it to us just a little to His creature. And it comes to mind the existance of my father. The one who always makes me hate him. Huh, in real I know that my father is not a good person to be my leader and my idol. But, thinking of what happen about my old friend's, it seems come out the feel that I can't explain it clearly by words. Father, I'll try to waste the hatred of you even little by little. I'll work hard to surpass that difficult way.

I will show to you that I able to become a nice leader, even better than you. I'll give the example how to be a good brother to my little.